#33

omg i want to fucking kill someone right now and then cry myself to sleep and then never wake up again i can't take this fuckin stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy shit fucking every guy out there is a fucking asshole they're all fucking dicks and need to fucking DIE !@#$%^&*() i regret everything i did with you holy shit. you were nothing but a fucking mistake you fucking asshole go FUCKIN DIE BITCH.................... ASDFGHJKL ugh i seriously just want to cry but i'm not going to fucking waste my FUCKING TEARS ON U cus you're not fucking worth it. but yet again i'm fucking raging and ranting about you so i guess you are worth it. wtf am i saying omg i'm pissing myself off now holy shittttttttttttttt i hope noone ever sees this lol omg and i seriously think i have bipolar disorder...... not like any girl on her . or some shit like that. like literally....... i think i'm a bipolar patient. like i should go to a mother fucking shrink but then again why would i do that -_- i want to drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and pass out and never wake up seriously i hate life i want to do some serious damage to you fucking dickhead sonnuva bitchhhhhhh cock sucker 이런개시끼같은놈아 ㅅㅂ내가너한태얼마나잘해좃는되..너땜애이런내가미친거지ㅅㅂ니가다나한태한말이다거짓이였어...?깝치지마이개같은놈아여자한태이개뭐니?네가이래도남자니?정신차리고인생이나재대로사라이ㅄ새끼이야. ㅅㅂ잘먹구잘살아라이븅신아

#32

Decided to do this again. Let's see how much has changed in 3 months...

STRIKE OUT EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE.

eelnibor:

Had Beer  

Smoked an entire cigarette

Done drugs.

Write on a bathroom wall.

Read a George Orwell book. 

Had a physical fight.

Used Twitter.

Listened to Lady Gaga

Been in a car accident. 

Gotten suspended.

Gotten expelled.

Been allergic to something.

Got a computer virus.

Touched a real gun.

Had a dog.

Had a cat.

Been pregnant.

Swam in the ocean.

Camped out

Wore a bikini.

Driven a car

Been sent to the principal. 

Ever liked someone.

Failed a class. 

Failed a test.

Got worse than a D

Went Summer school. 

Got A’s and B’s.

Read an entire book.

Recorded my own music.

Had an xbox.

Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.

Wore fishnets. 

Wore skinny jeans.

Hated someone.

Been cheated on.

Cheated on someone.

Practiced Christianity.

worn makeup

Lied to my parents about where I was going.

Had surgery.

Self harmed.

Worn colored contacts.

Painted my nails black.

Had my heart broken.

Cried for an hour straight.

Lost something very valuable.

Got separated from one of my parents as a kid. 

Broken a bone.

Gotten stung by a bee

Eaten something bad/expired.

Thrown up from being so drunk.

Saw someone throw up from being so drunk.

Danced with someone of the opposite sex.

Owned an ipod.

Owned an iphone.

Fell for a best friend. 

Stole a friend’s significant other.

Went far away from home for more than a week.

Moved out.

Ran away.

Had food poisoning.

Had a job.

Been fired.

Lied to a friend.

Lied to a family member.

Had a Facebook.

Posted a video on Youtube. 

Started a rumor about someone. 

Talked bad about someone.

Dropped out of school.

Deliberately failed a test.

Been skinny dipping.

Counted to a million.

Counted to a thousand.

Ate rabbit meat.

Ate duck meat.

Had fast food.

Been to Church.

Been to Canada.

Been married.

Had a divorce.

Broke a glass.

Hugged someone today.

Texted someone today.

Received a phone call today.

Threw something out of the window

Ignored a text from someone on purpose.

Had my feelings hurt by a friend and never told them.

Wish you were somebody else.

Kissed someone.

#31

STRIKE OUT EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE.

eelnibor:

Had Beer  

Smoked an entire cigarette

Done drugs.

Write on a bathroom wall.

Read a George Orwell book. 

Had a physical fight.

Used Twitter.

Listened to Lady Gaga

Been in a car accident. 

Gotten suspended.

Gotten expelled.

Been allergic to something.

Got a computer virus.

Touched a real gun.

Had a dog.

Had a cat.

Been pregnant.

Swam in the ocean.

Camped out

Wore a bikini.

Driven a car

Been sent to the principal. 

Ever liked someone.

Failed a class. 

Failed a test.

Got worse than a D

Went Summer school. 

Got A’s and B’s.

Read an entire book.

Recorded my own music.

Had an xbox.

Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.

Wore fishnets. 

Wore skinny jeans.

Hated someone.

Been cheated on.

Cheated on someone.

Practiced Christianity.

worn makeup

Lied to my parents about where I was going.

Had surgery.

Self harmed.

Worn colored contacts.

Painted my nails black.

Had my heart broken.

Cried for an hour straight.

Lost something very valuable.

Got separated from one of my parents as a kid. 

Broken a bone.

Gotten stung by a bee

Eaten something bad/expired.

Thrown up from being so drunk.

Saw someone throw up from being so drunk.

Danced with someone of the opposite sex.

Owned an ipod.

Owned an iphone.

Fell for a best friend. 

Stole a friend’s significant other.

Went far away from home for more than a week.

Moved out.

Ran away.

Had food poisoning.

Had a job.

Been fired.

Lied to a friend.

Lied to a family member.

Had a Facebook.

Posted a video on Youtube. 

Started a rumor about someone. 

Talked bad about someone.

Dropped out of school.

Deliberately failed a test.

Been skinny dipping.

Counted to a million.

Counted to a thousand.

Ate rabbit meat.

Ate duck meat.

Had fast food.

Been to Church.

Been to Canada.

Been married.

Had a divorce.

Broke a glass.

Hugged someone today.

Texted someone today.

Received a phone call today.

Threw something out of the window

Ignored a text from someone on purpose.

Had my feelings hurt by a friend and never told them.

Wish you were somebody else.

Kissed someone.

#30

Woahhhh It's been so long :( 
Last post on Oct 24th?!
WAAAT?!


Anyways I'm having a funny ass conversation with philip LOL
I'm dying ohmy

#29

So.... It's been so long):


I'll start blogging again yayay

#28

i know when someones close to me if i could put up with them.
if you annoy me a great deal amount and get me angry alot of time, but i still love talking to you…
yeah, thats when i know youre my close friend

^Stolen from meesh

wow so true!!!

#26

Woo~
3rd week 
this is such a good progress:)

#25

2:34 A.M.
I'm watching Protect the Boss
and........
I'm STARVING....
What a surprise =_____=;
I always get hungry at the oddest times of the day. 
LOL.
Never mind.
ALL DAY LONG QQ
I'm so fat.


(P.S, I just looked at my blogspot and i looked at blogpost #24 down there VV and that's about me being hungry too........... Ugh i have a problem)

#24

So today I went shopping at Times square and 34th. 
I'm DYINGGG RIGHT NOW
my lower body is dead.
I ate ddukbokki but that was like hours ago.
I'm so hungry but I'm NOT caving in!!
Ok?! I'M NOTTTTTT i just absolutely wont.


Sigh VVV

 ayo0eunice 12:01 am
    IM SO HUNGRY OMGGGGGGGGG

 Kevin park 12:01 am
    -__-

 ayo0eunice 12:01 am
    sorry u probably know im a fatass
    waaaaah :-(

 Kevin park 12:02 am
    LOLL
    a lot of girls like to eat
    its ok

#23

Michelle kim 12:01 am
    while i was living in korea, i got like a b on a test and when i showed it to my mother, she became like a raing bull. she wacked me on my head with her palm and like my head cracked open and started bleeding. the problem was, we didnt have a car so like she got on her bike and i stood on this wheel thing behind her and we rode to the hospital.


WOW! CO0OL STORY BRO0OSKI!

#22

OMG TODAY WAS MY FIRST FULL DAY OF SCHOOL 
thanks michelle
just realized it HAHA<3

#21

Michelle kim 10:54 pm
    LOLL 
    I get mad turned off
    Ita like youre not in fifth grade no more.. 
    Who uses thay excuse..

"OOPS WRONG CONVO"
HAHAHAHA 

#20

ayo0eunice 10:53 pm
    aw
    geu reh jjoooooo ??????

 ellen kim 10:54 pm
    E.UNG.

 ellen kim 10:54 pm
    LMFAO i hear u sayin it to me

 ayo0eunice 10:54 pm
    LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#19

JAEJOONG OPPA<33333333

#18

Ugh.......
I'm so disappointed in myself.
I still haven't gone for a full day of school at least ONCE--;
Like never nada nothing  NEVER
sigh.
I'm gonna quit bogs too. Like seriously!
I haven't taken one for three days... :O
WOW!! i just realized it's three days..
Impressive!!!!!!!!

#17

Lol. I laugh way too much.... And it's not just laugh like LOL i spazz the fuck out. like for example:
LOOOOO000O0OLLLLLLLLLLL


    ayo0eunice 11:24 pm
        WAIT WHO ?loloololoLOLOL OMG
   
   
    ayo0eunice 11:24 pm
        LOLLLL
   
   
    ayo0eunice 11:23 pm
        mhm HAHAHAHAH
   
   
    ellen kim 11:03 pm
        say lol one more time


    ellen kim 11:03 pm
        LOL
   
   
   
    ayo0eunice 11:03 pm
        LOLLLLLLL


(plus an extra one of michelle kim)


ayo0eunice 11:22 pm
    i had a dream once that me & **** was like getting freaky one day and he got turned off cussa my hair
    this was like long ago though LOLLLL

 Michelle kim 11:22 pm
    LOLLLLLLLLLLLl

#15

I don't even have my period and I'm craving sweets like crazy!!!!!
I want chocolate so so so so so badly


and I want a frap... Caramel or double chocolate chip aow aow~~~~~

#14

So honestly these days
you're so annoying...
like really really really annoying
you're the type to get really defensive 
that's why i'm just not gonna saying anything until you really irritate me 
to the point where i have to say something
but u should really think before you talk
little jokes of course i'm fine with it
but when you constantly do it 
it's really irritating..
i know you don't mean to but 
it's really pushing my buttons

#12

Fucking Michelle.........
'Cute shirt'


shit.
now she gonna shit on me every time i say something with that.
shit.


SHIT.

#11

So.... It's been like a year since we haven't talked. Time flies so fast....... Can't believe it's already a YEAR. Things have changed so much... I honestly really miss you and I never forgot about you and our memories. You were an amazing friend and I honestly really regret letting our friendship go. I had so many chances to talk to you but I didn't... All because of that fucking girl who told me not to talk to you but in the end she talked to you and you guys became friends like right after. I wish I just sucked up my pride at that time... I know it's way too late and long overdue but I would really apologize if I had the chance. Truthfully... I think if I was your friend right now, you would be a lot different. Not trying to be cocky but I don't think you would be like this... You're making so many wrong decisions in your life and I should have and would've been there for you... I remember we said we were going to move in together when we turned like 18-20. We had like everything planned out like weekdays we're going to go to school, study and shit.. On the weekends we would have mad house parties get fucked up..LOLL I remember one specific time we were at Mickey D's and we were planning everything LOL good times.......... Oh & that was when I ran away..... Damn i remember when i ran away from home & i went to ur house 2 out of the 3 times..LOLLL wow everyone always went to your house when they ran away...And one of the nights we went to mickey d's (wtf again? we are so fat) at like 3 A.M when it was maddddddddd cold and the whole walk we didn't talk AT ALL cus we were so cold...LOL well anyways.. I know you're never going to see this but just wanted to let it out... Hope you do well and succeed in life. Please stop destroying yourself and doing all these bad stuff.